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2006-05-12T12:16:00.000-07:00

HEYY HEYY!

i've been having bad hair day for my new hairstyle!
SHEESH!
how to manage??
gosh.
hmphh.
comb comb comb and COMB
bt still..~~terok~~!
hehh..tk sngt ar.
(:
okeh..nxt tym when i've took my pic den i post it here,frenster & msn yeaa?
take care PPL!

-i can't possibly love hym again, can i?

2006-05-11T17:17:00.000-07:00

TRIPLE yeayy!
at last! i've had a hair cut!
wee !!~
jux LOVEEE my new hairstyle.
muackks..
heheks..
i hab no pix nw.
mayb sum otha tym?
hopefully..
(:

for my skewlmates & frens,
catch ya in skewl on thurs!
HAPIE HOLS!!~

-a month ago was that day

2006-05-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

tdy was the english paper . paper 1 & 2 .

was kinda ~~easy peeasy~~ . =P

hope cn gt high score for dt .

hmph .

ytd ~~sucks~~!

1st may 2005 !!!!

i hate it!

i'm confused .

~~"just let mi die"~~

2006-04-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

i'm so gonna pass my hystoriie re-test.
sure? sure? sure?
YEAHH! i hope . teeheex .

tdy's Mr Lim's last day tching us .
realli, i'm missing hys teaches .
~~haishhh~~ ~

i saw ARIE in sko0l tdy !!~ wee . =D
hie ARIE !!!~

it's s0 unbelievable . (:

0keh. bye

2006-04-26T21:19:00.000-07:00

tdy sko0l suxs . realli .
ytd c0unselling . suxs l0adxx to0 . wasnt all0wed t0 g0 bck class .
frm 11.05 - 4++ .
~~shytt~~ !!!~

tdy i did silly silly thing in sch . i olm0st cried .
luckyy irwan c0mforted me .
tanxx t0 hym l0ts . =D
IT less0n to0k peekchurres . wid brian . sia0 sia0 hym !
i to0k l0ts 0f peekchurres 0f myself in tha ~~t0ilet~~ .

TDY IS 2E6's GRO0MING DAY .
MAKE-UP FER B0IIS & GRRLS ~
BKS WERE PUSHED AWAE FRM TABLES AND MAKE-UP SETS WERE THEIR REPLACEMENT .

hehe . XD

0keh . i'm d0ne .

2006-04-23T14:51:00.000-07:00

hell0hhh~

i'm bck bl0gging again. didnt update c0s was to0 lazeee. lazy bummer i am. (:

0h well.. ytd was my sis' 2 wks ann. hahah. and ytd was my 1 wk 4 days ann. LOL. =P
waddya expect man? s0 far we've met up fer abt 3 tyms 0lreadi. it was fun being wid hym.

i am nw at my c0usin's hse. 0vernite. since ytd. met hym ytd nite at 8+ till 10+. (:

ytd.. i set tha tym and place fer 0ur meeting. my c0usin and my sis acc0mpanied me all tha way bt left me wid hym aftr we've met. i waited fer hym bt actualli he had arrived b4 me. my sis saw ferst. i ran t0 hym and s0rtaf sc0ld hym c0s he didnt tell me he was dere. he said he saw me 10 mins b4 i n0ticed hym. sheeshhh~ s0rie i was late. (:
den he br0ught me t0 under a bl0ck. sat d0wn bt g0t up c0s we decided t0 chnge place. made 0ne r0und arnd tha place bt at last we end up sitting bck at where we sat in tha ferst place.
i made hym angry wimme. he lo0ked fierce and i felt lyk wanna cry. i was scared c0s he can d0 anitynk whenver he's angry. i hugged hym tightly and was 0lmost t0 tears and kept 0n ap0logising. ='(

blahh blahhh~
my c0usin called me c0s its 0lreadi 925 and we were supp0sed t0 leave at 930. we were given a few mins all0wance b4 we left and met up wid my sis and my c0usin. den when met 0lreadi, dey said we were t0 walk all tha way h0me. i was sh0cked at tha ferst place bt dey said dey were seri0us. i asked hym t0 walk wid us to0. den we walked and we j0ked. hahahh.. i 0lso t0ld hym abt my lyfe at sko0l. erm..abt "it" stuffs. understand me n0t. nyeahahas. he lo0ked sad, maybe. maybe c0s he felt s0rie? hmm.. den....blahhblahhh```
he t0ld me....-------
0keh.
hahahah..
=P
cnnt tell lah.
hehhh~

0kiesh lah. wadeva..
byebye.
panda rabbit rabbit panda . (=
<333

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2006-04-17T22:27:00.001-07:00

heyl0hh.
0keh. havent been updatynk fer abt a mth huh? kinda lazy man.. haishh~ =P
wd shuld i say? tmr is 0ur 0ne wk anniversary. hey! a wk means sumth at least yea. i truly l0ve hym wid all my heart. i realli d0. (=
tdy, we met. he asked me nt t0 brink any 0f my frens al0ng bt he, hymself, had a grp c0nsisting 0f many many members 0f hys. isyy.. heheks. bt it was fun FUN FUNN!!!! realli fun! i was stunned 0nce i reached dere. lyk "0mg!" hahah.
we slacked at tha v0id deck. blahblahblahblahblah~

at 6+ :-
suddenly my hp vibrated as i 0n tha silent m0de, my fav0urite ringt0ne. =P. it's my m0m. lyk wtf. i need s0me space seh.urghh! she s0unded fierce. i hugged hym while 0n tha f0ne. i was 0lmost int0 tears. to0k 0ur bags, he and me left tha place. he sent me all tha way t0 tamp. 969 was full bt lucky still g0t space fer us. (= we sto0d. haha.. s0 fast reached tha tamp intrchnge. sh0wed hym tha 969 bus stand den i say go0dbye t0 hym. -blahhblahh-
reached h0me, bathe, and 0nline + updatynk dis bl0g 0f myne.
0keh. till here. i miss hym. i l0ve hym to0!! ((= *smackk* "mwahh!!" t0 hym~

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2006-04-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

2006-03-21T22:44:00.000-08:00

Why Cant I by Liz Phair -

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's ,inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

2006-03-18T20:57:00.000-08:00

wee~! he's back h0me! i miss hym.i've spent tha past 3 days dying, feeling s0 weak w/0 hym. i jux getta c0mmunicate wif hym by 0ni smses.

i went t0 sko0l ytd.
ferst intenti0n was t0 see hym. scnd was t0 discuss abt tha maths thingy wif julia, izzati & aryani. met julia sumwhere near 0ur h0mes den walked t0 sko0l. hehe.. walked. really, serious, n0 j0ke. ((:i saw ary being in charge 0f tha sec. 2s. he lo0ked s0 different. he's in tha np unif0rm. in full, i mean. i wanna say hi t0 hym bt scared c0s i've never d0ne dt b4, except t0 yusri, i did. ((x
0kehh. met izzati at bus st0p near sko0l den walked t0 sko0l. we cn see tha tents at field fr0m 0utsyd sko0l. when we're near tha nb c0urt, we peeped thr0ugh. saw tha sec 0nes np cadets dere. went in, t0 tha c0urtyard, den sat dere and talked am0ng us. aryani arrived and we did wad we were supp0se t0 d0. 0ni julia, me and aryani measured tha length 0f tha c0urtyard..jux lyk sto0pid freaks. izzati dinch d0 s0 c0s she d0wan t0 be labled. she jux add up tha am0unts. aftr dt, we were t0 c0unt tha b0xes. me, izzati and julia did. we had fun..juvenile-ish us!! wee~! hehe. den we sat2. den ms diyna j0ined. she t0ld us dt ytd was her last day in 0ur sko0l. h0w saddening. haish.. she t0ld us abt studies, religi0us stuffs and she even shared gh0st st0ries wif us. halfway thr0ugh, aryani had t0 g0 bt farah j0ined tha grp. she's g0t app0intment wif her bf. she t0ld us she'll c0me back bt at last, she smsed izzati, saying dt she's at serango0n. we're all were b0iling insyd. c0ntinue wif ms diyna.. i interrupted al0t when she was st0ry-telling. when she was st0ry-telling, he kept 0n passing by s0 all i did was listened t0 her bt my eyes were 0n hym all tha way & all tha tym. hehes. her gh0st st0ries are real and very scary. frightening, to0. i felt tha eerie feelings and hugged myself. i felt tha go0sbumps appearing. i felt lyk running away t0 hym, bt cnnt. he was playing 'tug-0f-war' wif hys frens and teammates. while he was pulling..i whispered "pull..pull..pull..pull......" den hys team w0n. den i cheered. quite l0ud, i think. evri0ne wif me 'w0ke' me by saying "izalina!" i felt paiseh-ed 0lredi. embarrassed. bt i still keep lo0king at dem playing. i whispered tha same thing as earlier. dis tym r0und, i cn see full strength was given by hym. all hys arms muscles was sh0wn. i saw fer tha ferst tym. fuhh! hehe.. bt, he l0se. haishh.. )'=
aftr dt, went t0 c0uselling rm. ate sweet and played wif tha s0ft t0ys. den, izzati, julia and ms krishnan played wif tha bl0cks. farah and me dinch play bt we g0t sh0cked evritym tha bl0cks t0ppled. dey t0ppled twice. hahas. [=
den.. went 0ut. left ms krishnan wif her werk. izzati and julia went t0 meet H0D fer maths abt tha maths thingy. t0ld her dt aryani had ran 0ff. den..me, farah, julia went t0 c0urtyard while izzati went t0 talk t0 tha tcher. we th0t ms diyna had left bt she hadnt. julia didnt n0e where izzati was den she went t0 search fer her 'til i t0ld her dt shes wif tcher. hahas. (: den i was left al0ne c0s julia and farah went t0 t0ilet and izzati still have n0t c0me back. sat wif ms diyna and t0k t0 her fer awhile.

den left sko0l. i dinch want t0. i still wanna see hym. haix..s0 left sko0l. julia suggested t0 g0 TM fer ne0prints. i dinch want t0 actuali. den rang up diana. asked whether she culd g0 0ut. she said she's getting ready. we waited at tha bus st0p. farah and julia discussed if dey can g0 h0me an0t. bt at last, dey didnt. dey stayed wif us t0 eat. ate maggie. wee~! heex. den julia went h0me wif farah. diana, izzati and me to0k phot0s, lyk sto0pid cam freak0s. hahas. den waited fer iryana at under her bl0ck. to0k phot0s again. hahas. ((; iryana went d0wn. went izzati's hse fer her t0 chnge int0 sp0rts attire c0s we've planned t0 j0g at stadium. =) den wentt t0 stadium. reached dere, we cnnt run. tha track was cl0sed. d0nch really n0e wt was g0ing 0n. s0 we slacked at playgrnd at park. den went t0 stage t0 sit2, hasanah j0ined. i went t0 pr0vision st0re t0 buy drinks wif iryana. i dunn0 why i still feel dehydrated th0 i've drank s0 much water.. hmm.. den iryana shared secret. i help her wif tha help 0f hym. =) nxt thing, we went h0me. sent izzati h0me den hasanah. iryana and i skipped2 until we're tired. den walked h0me wif iryana and diana. i to0k bus at bus st0p near their hse. we smsed, at 12, aftr hys campfire. t0k2 den at 12+, he t0ld me he felt sleepy and wanna d0ze 0ff. he's tired, yes he is. hys arms and legs are tha in pain. i really symphatise hym. )): i still cnnt sleep. i slept at olm0st 2 c0x i kept remiscing tha gh0st st0ries t0ld by ms diyna. i th0t wanna sms hym again bt he might 0lredi been sleeping. s0 i heard s0ngs and den fell asleep.

i'm d0ne.byebye

2006-03-10T16:38:00.000-08:00

suhaimii is absentt agaiinn. zai hadd t0 pass all tha hws t0 hys br0. s0 manyy ppl are absentt. zul wentt fer h0ls in melb0urne.

s0 riichh sehh hym. (:

tdyy.. tha sec 0nes are g0iinkk t0 theirr campp. s0 g0nna miss dem l0addx.

haiis.

i h0pe dey are haviingg funn.

khaii is at tha campp to0 c0x he's tha IC 0f 'The Incredibles'.

miss hym.

ytdd.. sumthh happenedd.

i saidd it 0utt l0udd.

he culdd here, i n0e.

my apol0gyy.

' his ' EEZA -

=ppp

bleahxx~

byebye.

peace.

2006-03-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

haiis.. juxx nw suhaimii was absentt. ppl teasedd hym abtt ytdd.. *wiinkkx*

ppl saidd he fracturedd hys legg s0.. meanns.. he w0ntt be able t0 playy rubgyy aniim0re. g0shh! h0w saddenningg. i feltt s0rriie ferr hym.

s0 g0nna miss hym. )):

tdy suxx.

ferstlyy..

scii.

we re-take tha SPA. sumb0dii c0ntamiinatedd tha acidd. irwann addmittedd he didd. well.. nt really. actualii.. l0ngg st0ryy lahh! lazeee t0 sayy l0ng2. 2e6's reputatii0nn is att stake! mrs 0h, 0urr principal hadd t0 be partt in tha 'scene'.

fuck ass!! datt SANG srigale lahhh! sang weii~! 0ii!! weii!! kau pkirr kau byk pehh bag0s kepe?? byk pehh pandaii? tud0hh2 sandyy sebarangan. he accusedd sandyy ferr takiingg hys chairr. wtf!

she didd n0t, euu ass-cl0wnn!

sandyy was s0 fuckedd up andd sh0utedd t0 hym. andd threw tha chairr, to0k herr bagg andd rann 0utt 0f klas andd d0wnn tha stairrs. meii juann hadd t0 chase aftrr herr.

WHYY CULDENTT DATT SANG WEII G0 T0 AN0THA CLASS ANDD TAKE A CHAIIRR FR0M DERE ANDD MAKES THIINGS EASIIER ???

PEACE!!

BLO0DYY ASSH0LE~!!

KIMEK! KANINA! PMK!!!

Q, syira, zai & fareha wentt t0 lo0k ferr herr.

sandyy was sentt t0 ms krishnan, 0urr tcherr c0unsell0r as so0nn as she was f0undd.

aftrr datt.. she was sentt t0 class.

b4 maths, sams0nn made miie fedd-up.

i to0k tha histt tb wiichh is quite thiickk andd threw t0 hym.

ms arnita was bhyndd miie. mayb was lo0kiingg.

i s0 d0nchh care! urghhh!!!

engliishh.. n0 mrs alfiie.

maybe tmrr she cumiinkk. wtf!

tha NP sir to0k 0verr us.

ex-studentt 0f jyss.

we made l0tsa n0iises.

wtf!

wtf!!

i d0wanna elab0rate m0re.

feeliingg fed-up!

fuck-facedd ass-cl0wnn!!

BYE!

PEACE !!

2006-03-08T20:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAEEE T0 JAS !!!!

wee! he's nw 14. yeahh! hahas. =)) mayb i g0t to0 0ver-exciitedd. l0llx.
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yaho0! hadd funn tdyy in sko0L! ferstt perii0dd was histt.. hahas. diinchh d0 muchh werkk. ytdd Suhaiimi sangg in class duriingg tha lastt perii0dd 0f hiistt less0nn whiile playiingg wibb CZ's guiitarr. s0 damnn niiceyy sehh tha s0ngg. denn duriingg recess.. he playedd piian0. niiceyy niiceyy! pr0 mahh! justt like miie. l0llx. >.< ~ justt nw.. engliishh less0nn g0tt a free perii0dd. nyeahahas. n0 tcherr came in t0 relief us. mrs alfiie wentt ferr c0urse. i thiinkk she'll be bckk tmrr. 5 dayys 0lredii.. =(( . meanns.. n0 m0re free perii0dds. urghh!! h0pefully she's absentt ferr tmrr. please please please.. i want free perii0dd. summ0re tmrr have 3 perii0dds 0f engliishh. please.. 3 m0re free perii0dds. =)))) scii was s0 b0riingg. ckgu smangat sakk bwk suspensii0nn nyerr f0rm naekk class stakat nk tunj0kkn kit0rgg! wahahas. c0s we all 0lwes miisbehave. nyeahahas~!!
we didd 0uttdo0rr werkk duriingg maths, wiichh is aftrr sciience. at canteen!! weee~ cn eatt. we br0ughtt fo0dds frm h0mes. yeahh yeahhh!! =))) yeeehaaaaahh!

denn trainiingg. blahh blahh~

d0ne.
i've made a to0piidd decisii0nn~!
i'm s0riie t0 hym. )):

2006-03-03T20:58:00.000-08:00

went t0 sko0l wif MY aii*__ AGAIN!! yeahhhhhh~!!!
tdyy he's a few miins early. i d0nchh blame hym ferr beiingg late ferr tha past days. i n0e tha reas0ns and he stayys farr fr0m tampp andd i, to0, d0nchh expectt hym t0 wake up earlyy. ((: care ferr hym mah. hahas. =) .
att tha intrchnge.. came adeQ nureen. she'll be waitingg ferr adeQ ct. den ct came. i askedd dem t0 acc0mpany miie t0 waitt ferr aii*__. a few miins ltrr, he came. he lo0kedd sh0 blurrr.. he saidd he l0st hys way t0 0urr meetingg place. cute lahh! nyeahahas. den tha bus came. we b0ardd it. he sat andd i sto0dd up wibb adeQ nureen & adeQ ct. dey talked, i just shut up. aii*__ nt dere lykk n0 mo0dd t0 talk like dat. =pp . reached sko0l den aliight tha bus. waittedd ferr aii*__ t0 c0me d0wnn. den walked t0 tha sko0l gate. aii*__'s fwenn j0iinedd hym andd miie. aii*__ walkedd in tha middle. i walkedd bsydd hym. yeaahh! =) hahas. aii*__ , hys fwenn andd miie walkedd real sl0w. very sl0w, i mean. =)) my 2 adeQs walkedd awayy fr0m us 0lredii. afraiidd dey miightt be late, i guess den i asked aii*__.. "kiter jln mcm kiter maseh siiang lagii gituu ehk?" . wahahas. den he lo0kedd at hys watchh. den we walked a lil` fasterr. 0nii a lil`. l0llx.. den whenn nearr tha DnT t0iilett dere.. i lo0kedd bhyndd. saw atiikahh & izzatii. turnedd t0 tha fr0ntt bck. denn heardd my name beiingg calledd. turnedd bck agaiinn. atikahh justt wanna wiishh miie b'latedd bdaee. saidd tankkQ, wavedd t0 izzatii andd turnedd bck. aii*__'s fwenn askedd "when her bdae?" den aii*__ saidd "yesterday" =]]] . den aii*__ talkedd t0 miie andd saidd "0h ya.. presentt.. b'lated ehk?" i justt smiledd. teeheexx. =)))) den talkedd talkedd.. wentt up tha stairrs.. separatedd att level 2. i c0ntiinuedd my 'j0urneyy' t0 level 4 where my clsrm is. reachedd att tha level 4 dere.. saw hisham andd hys fwenn. i w0ndere where'd deyy came fr0m. XD. quiicklyy wentt int0 my clsrm denn j0kedd wibb my fwenns den sto0dd up ferr tha natii0nal anthem. tcherr made an0uncementt. bt diinchh say anitynkk abt tha t0piic ferr j0urnal wrytiingg.. s0 meanns.. NO JOURNAL !! yessarr~! l0lxxx..

mrs alfiie diinchh c0me. s0 2 free perii0dds. =]]] . didd researchh abtt tha Ex0rciism 0f Emily R0se. tha m0viie is kiinda freaky. =( scareeeeeee. l0llx.
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aftrr MT, purp0sely wanna walk in fr0ntt 0f aii*__'s class. saw ppl walkiingg 0utt fr0m tha class. i th0t he wentt 0ff 0lredii.. denn i saw hym wibb hys fwenn, tha m0rnyy 0ne. nyeahah. he wantedd t0 g0 in tha class bck den hys fwenn cl0sedd tha do0r. lar hym. wahaha. denn i walkedd walkedd denn he said.. "smbg ar. smbg ar." den i asked.. "ape? ape?" den he lo0kedd att miie wif hys lo0k s0 freaky. in my heart.. i was sayingg "ape nihh bdk nihh? tgk 0rgg gini? " . hahas . den i rmbrdd.i saidd 'hi' t0 hym l0rr. wavedd at hym summ0re. den he smiledd. my full energy was wastedd. haha.. c0s he didntt hi miie bck andd wavedd bck. sheeshhh! XP.wentt t0 my class, ferr h0mecc. wentt t0 kitchenn wibb bagg denn tcherr br0ughtt us t0 class bckk t0 d0 testt. argh! guess i'll fail. i didd aniih0w. while d0ingg tha test, tcher askedd me t0 tie up my hair and my fringe. tied my hair andd clippedd my fringe denn tha fringe dr0ppedd t0 my face agaiinn den cherr made herself clipp my hair. wahhla0! haha.. den i red0 my hairr. nyeahahaha~!! =D .
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dissmiised.
mett juliia denn saw aii*__'s classmate andd askedd where's hym denn g0tta n0e. saw hym. den wentt 0utt 0f sko0l b4 hym. keptt 0n lo0kingg bhyndd ferr hym bt diinchh n0tiice. aftrr ahile den i saw hym . wif nat and del. urghh! sum0ne saidd dat he g0t case. ehh! wadd siia euu all!! fcuk~! grrr!! ='( den he b0ardedd tha bus wiichh i h0pedd he w0ntt b0ardd s0 i culdd talkedd t0 hym. saw hym andd lo0kedd l0rr.. =]. den waiitedd andd waiitedd ferr juliia's m0m. izzati, 2e4, j0iinedd us. waiitedd andd waiitedd agaiinn. at dunn0 wadd tym denn her m0m came. i asked izzati whether t0 salam tha m0m an0tt den she saidd d0wann c0s scaredd. she paisehh 0lredii. she th0tt juliia's m0m is a studentt. wahaha. we wentt bck int0 sko0l while laughing at herr den put d0wnn 0urr baggs den g0 chnge. make make my hair. tiedd den g0 assemble. mdm zaiinabb talkedd abt wanna 0rder piizza. wahh! denn KFC. we warm-up den ran in tha sko0l den came bck den wait ferr tha fo0d den washedd hand den eat wif c0ach all.
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i traiinedd s0 l0ngg siia.
whiile practicingg sho0tiingg, i was wibb med andd an qi denn khai askedd me whether i wanna play wibb hym an0tt. i justt sho0k my headd. he askedd 3 tyms, i tiinkk, bt still i d0wan. blahh blahh.

yayy! g0t bck my hp liia0~

byebye-.

2006-03-02T18:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAEE T0 MIIE!!!!!!

2006-03-01T20:52:00.000-08:00

wadd happenedd tdy, euu culdd g0 t0 brenda's bl0gg. =))

2006-02-23T18:36:00.000-08:00

hell0hh !
feelingg tiiredd ferr nw btt i thiinkk i wanna wryte dis p0stt ferstt . heex.`

tdyy m0rnyy wentt sko0l wif ........ a guyy . ratherr nt be speciific . andd its ferr a reas0nn . s0me reas0nn . hehehh ~

evenn whenn i haventt g0tt d0wnn tha bus , i saw hym 0lredii . g0t d0wnn .. denn walkedd t0 hym , he came t0 miie denn talkedd a bit . tersengeh-sengeh ar kit0rgg . l0lxx .. my handds were c0ldd as th0 dey're inn a freezerr . i shiiveredd a bitt . feltt s0 c0ldd !! sheeshh . nerv0uss ar . hehhxx ~ walkedd t0 maiin gate . diinchh talk muchh jux nw . deyy b0th were at tha fr0ntt 0f us . we walkedd quite fastt, i cn sayy . bt still, we're n0t catchingg up wif dem . hahas .. whiile walkingg , tha breeze blew . made me feel c0lderr . haha .. denn wentt int0 tha sko0l .. seperatedd aftrr a whiile .. i wentt t0 my sisterrs andd he wentt t0 hys fwenns .

tdyy n0 c0uncill0rr thiingyy . evrii0ne assembledd att tha ps . c0x g0tt tha griivingg waddevaa thiingyy . rajaratnam passedd away b4 hys 91st bdae dis sat . h0w saddeningg .

0hh well .. i'm d0ne .

nx thurrs' myy bdaee !!!!!!!! yeayyness !!!! tmr's rina's . hmm ...

2006-02-22T18:10:00.000-08:00

0kehhs . tdyy wentt t0 sko0l wif adeQ aliinaa . talkk crapps . hahas .

whenn reachedd tha interrchnge , aliinaa saw adam btt i diinchh at all n0tiicedd . arghh !
g0t d0wnn tha bus , waiitedd fer adam andd walkedd wif hym . ahh ! s0 sweet . hehhs ~ i cnn hearr Mr Silva's v0iice evenn whenn i was still at tha bball c0urtt , yett , i cn walkk really sl0wlyy wif adam . hahas~ walkedd 0urr wayy till tha dnt area , i saw khairul walkingg bhyndd us . *wiinkxx* whenn reachedd tha canteen t0 tha ps , i askedd adam t0 walkk bhyndd all classes andd g0 thru a wayy . bt he wanna walkedd thru tha c0urtyardd s0 i pulledd hys handd andd made hym walkk bsydd miie agaiinn . hahaha !

recess ; met ms arniita regardingg tha testt . explaiinedd andd underdto0dd . satt a whiile andd saw adam . calledd hym t0 c0me bt whenn he's nearer , he wantedd miie t0 c0me t0 hym . s0 i didd . talkedd2 abt sumthh denn whenn i saw my grpp wanna leave, i to0k my math tb andd came bck t0 adam . suddenlyy , adam calledd miie 'kakak' wiichh he had neverr d0ne b4 . haha .. sweett ! =]] he jux wantedd miie t0 helpp hys fwenn tiie up hys tiie . i askedd adam t0 helpedd miie carryy my bk andd t0ldd dem ntt t0 be inn tha center 0f attentii0nn c0x n0bodii was in tha canteen niim0re . whiile walkiingg t0 tha ps t0 assemble , i'm d0ne wif hys tiie , i was caughtt by mdm fauziiahh c0x i diinchh tiie up my haiir . 0hh damnn ! againn !!!! sheeshh . adam hadd t0 rushh bck t0 hys class s0 he gave bck my bk . hehess . blahh ! tiiedd up my haiir 0lredii denn wentt t0 sitt at my class bck .

assemblyy ; tha t0k was abt tha sciience thiingyy . damnn b0ringg ! urghh !!! we werentt payiingg attentii0nn . hahas ! g0t s0ngg bt keptt 0nn repeatingg 0n andd 0n . aftrr dismissal , 2e6 hadd t0 stayy bck ferr a whiile c0x mr vannan wanna t0k t0 us . s0me 0f us ran awayy . sheeshh ~ juliia waiitedd ferr miie 0utsydd tha hall . denn i feel lykk my skirtt's ho0k hadd came 0utt s0 juliia lendedd miie herr piinn . suddenlyy , daniial appearedd . arghh ! hehes . malu la .. shame shame tau tgk pmpn buatt perkare yg tkleyy dilihatt 0lehh lakii . hahas~

went d0wnn , saw daniial andd denn sumthh happenedd andd we jux wentt 0utt 0f sko0l . saw khengg ha0 , b0 yun andd wen jun . t0ldd dem wadd happenedd jux nw abtt tha mr vannan . denn i wanna khengg ha0's ice cream . i 0penedd my m0uthh den he fedd miie . hahas . denn ppl start t0 sayingg thiings . l0lxx . lamee siia dem ! hehhhhss .. waddevaa ~ denn he saiid he's full 0lredii s0 he gave miie hys ice cream . hehekss .. i ate l0rr .. ahahha !!! blahh blahh .. juliia c0mplaiinedd abt daniial . calledd up daniial bt he hang up b4 i culdd finiishh up my sayy . damn ar ! grrr ~ =)

0kehh . d0ne .

a wk andd a dayy m0re iishh my bdaee !

I L0VE HYM , I STILL D0 !!!!

#` eeza _.

2006-02-21T18:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPYY BDAEE, DEARESTT ~!!!!!

tdyy's hys bdaee . co0l ! neverr hadd i imagiinedd dis culdd happenedd .

m0rnyy .
w0ke upp at 455 btt fell asleep bckk . den w0ke up at 53o c0x mum w0ke miie up . hehe .
0kehhs .. letts skipp .

reachedd bus st0pp , g0tt d0wnn denn waiitedd dere ferr fareha . waiitedd andd waiitedd andd waiitedd btt she haventt arriive . saw nadzrul c0mingg . denn bus came , he b0ardd datt bus . aftrr a few miinns ltrr , saw khuzaiimahh g0t d0wnn fr0m bus , calledd 0utt t0 herr ferr lykk 4 tyms b4 she resp0nded . we waiitedd ferr fareha 2geda . i feltt c0ldd . sneezedd s0 muchh . saw khaii cr0ssingg tha r0add at tha traffiic liightt denn sat d0wnn , fareha came . wentt d0wnn t0 herr denn waiitedd ferr shyahiida . we waiitedd agaiinn andd saw khaii came 0utt fr0m tha bl0ckk . huijia came 0utt ferstt . den fareha andd khuzaiimahh wentt up t0 hym andd saiidd sumthh . i didntt hearr c0x i wasntt wif dem whenn deyy wentt t0 hym . i jux stayedd fr0zenn c0x hys bdaee presentt was wiimme andd i wantedd t0 gif hym att hall , ltrr . denn chngedd myndd . wentt up t0 hym , gave hym tha presentt whiile n0ddiingg myy headd wiichh i dunn0 whyy i didd datt . i diinchh utter a werdd . heheex~ denn aftrr he leftt , he calledd 0utt t0 miie . my PE tshirtt insydd tha bagg ! hahas ! s0 paiisehh . i sh0utedd bckk t0 hym t0 gibb bckk in sko0l . hadd t0 sh0utt c0x we were lyk partedd by a 2-lanes r0add . hehe ~ pagii2 lagii da exerciise suare . l0lxx ~ gett int0 sko0l , he app0achedd miie , i heldd 0utt my handd andd to0k bckk tha PE shirtt . denn wentt t0 take class regiisterr andd class diiaryy . denn wentt up t0 hall . putt 0urr baggs d0wnn denn wentt t0 tha t0iilett . g0tt 0utt denn satt d0wnn . he satt bsydd fareha . fareha satt in fr0ntt 0f miie . s0 i satt kiinda cl0se t0 hym . jux in fr0ntt . i didd sumthh unpleasantt . onii i andd herr n0e . hehhs ~ i really feltt badd .

0kehhs . denn wentt t0 class . blahh blahh . recess .. blahh blahh .. aftrr recess i feltt siickk . khuzaiimahh andd khairii was siickk to0 . dey sentt demselves t0 restt att tha 0ffiice btt i stayedd inn class . i sleptt ferr 5 wh0le perii0dd . darnn ! l0lxx .. =))) 23/4/3 perii0dds fr0mm hiist0ryy andd 2/2 fr0m sciience . aftrr sciience's maths . g0tta wake up btt my face lykk sleepy type . make dunn0 ar ! teeheex.` 0hh well .. t0ughh dayy . 3 perii0dds 0f maths . denn wentt h0me . tuitii0nn . BLAHH BLAHH ~

a wk andd tw0 dayys m0re iishh my bdaee ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yessarr !!

2006-02-17T20:09:00.000-08:00

well .. tdyy n0 sp0ttcheckk . i diddntt briingg hp t0 sko0l tdyy . actualii .. i have n0 hp . hahas . i 0nii br0ughtt my wallett . riingann sikiitt k0cekk aku . l0lxx ..

i g0tt bckk tha spelliingg testt andd i g0tt full markss !! yeayyness !!! HAHA ! btt myy c0mpre marks are badd . i shucks at c0mpre 0kehh . reflectii0nn ; i dunchh gett anyy markss . haha .. n0 markss are giivenn t0 aniione actualii , c0x its supp0se t0 be juxx Reflectii0nn . tcherr gave greatt c0mmentts ferr tha comp0 i wr0tee abtt myselff . heex.` i didd greatt j0bb 0n tha comp0 i guess . i n0e .. i'm tha pr0 inn engliishh . HAHA .. bleahx ~

we learntt abt p0etiic deviices duriingg Lit less0nn . n0w denn i n0e wadd p0etiic deviices are . SHEESHH !! i n0e i'll faiil my Lit TA . i n0e i will ..

i diddntt d0 math hw !! i diddntt d0 math hw !! hahas .. i didd n0t d0 !! serii0us . i have been to0 lazyy t0 d0 hws and revisii0nns siince tha pastt wks . lazeeeeeeee lahhhhh !!!!!!! hahahahas .. g0 sko0l , c0piiedd my fwen's werkk andd pretendedd as if i understandd evritiinkk . I REALLY REALLY REALYY have t0 catch up 0n my maths . i dunchh understandd a thiingg at all abtt all tha chapts tcherr hadd g0nee thru . i dunn0 h0w t0 d0 !!! shytt ! =(

recess __.
i chasedd aftrr syiira btt at lastt i l0stt dem . s0 wentt d0wnn t0 tha canteen andd saw trisyiia andd talkedd t0 herr abt lastt nytee . denn saw syiira s0 foll0wedd herr buyy fo0dd . HE* was bsydd me whenn buyiingg fo0dd . rytee bsydd miie andd denn he wentt t0 tha fr0ntt, bsydd syiira . den miie , syiira andd ninii wentt PG andd sat dere t0 eatt . talkedd andd g0ssippedd andd at lastt , saw Tan , g0tt up andd wentt buyy waterr . my threat t0 syiira . i saw HYM* agaiinn . syiira was sayiingg "keje part tym kt sinii kepe ?" i juxx smiiledd . haha . den syiira piinchedd hys cheek . i feltt jeal0us , 0f c0urse bt i jux keptt quite . HE* was actualii veryy2 nearr miie . syiira was bsydd miie . kiinda cl0se t0 miie andd he was att tha fr0ntt , inn btwn miie andd syiira , faciingg us . i diddntt say "hi" 0r waddevaa t0 hym . SHYTT !! wastedd tha chances ! heheex .. malu laa .. hahakss ..

histt .. den MT . MT ; TA . karangann . n0tt t0 leave a liinee bt i didd itt . hehe .. i've d0ne tha leaviingg liines b4 tcherr wr0te d0wnn tha instructii0nns . hehehe .. nehmynn .. whenn i wanna wrytee my lastt sentencee , i realiisedd dat i was leftt wif a lil` space . haha .. all tha space hadd been usedd up . go0dd . n0 need waste paperr . hahaha !!

h0mecc ..
syiira andd miie were lo0kiingg ferr apr0nss lyk wadd siia . fr0m f0urth flo0rr t0 thiirdd denn d0wnn t0 ferstt . myy unii was s0akedd wif my sweatt . hahas . =)) den i t0ldd syiira t0 gif up andd pretendd as th0 she's siickk . she didd itt . at ferstt she cntt actt bt at lastt , she cn !! hehekss .. t0ldd Mdm Yang dat she siick andd she had t0 restt . i didd my h0mec practt exam wif my partnerr , dearestt Fareha . hahas . we jux didd aniih0w . at lastt , g0tt praiisedd by Mdm Yang . haha . yeayy !

den wentt h0me wif juliia . b4 dat , met miss arnita .

i'm d0nee -

sumth happenedd . i g0tt c0nfusedd . !

waddevaa .. i still d0 L.0.V.E hym andd nob0dii cn make miie st0pp .

2006-02-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

0kehhs . tdyy's tha beshh !! 0n 0urr lastt game, we g0tt tha chance t0 sc0re s0me g0als , th0 we l0se . 4 - 33 . jyss vs tps . dey playedd r0ugh s0 i didd tha same t0 dem . s0me 0f dem juxx sux . i dunchh thinkk i wanna elab0rate m0re 0n dis .

well .. wadd happenedd inn sko0l was kiinda diifrntt tdy .we heardd abtt tha sp0tt checkk dat'll be d0nee byy DM 0rr Om . sh0 we quiicklyy fyndd place t0 hyde 0urr hps/mp3s . xuee g0tt bo0n h0ckk t0 keep itt ferr us . s0me gave tha canteen vend0rr . syiira gave tha bksh0pp auntiie . diffrntt wayys t0 d0 a thiingg huh ? tha creatiive 2e6-iianns . haha . we g0tt t0 n0e abtt dis fr0m xuee coxx she saiidd herr fwenn fr0m 2t inf0rmedd herr dat DM hadd d0nee tha sp0tt checkk 0n theirr class andd all tha hps g0tt confiiscatedd . we g0tt t0 n0e dis duriinkk IT less0n ; fareha andd miie . at ferstt , xuee helppedd miie t0 keep myy hp inn herr l0ckerr . buddenn , changedd myndd , she seek helpp fr0m bo0n h0ckk andd luckiilyy she co0peratedd . thankkiiexx ..=]]

aftrr IT was Histt . ii g0tt puniishedd twiice coxx 0f a silly reas0nn . darnn ! hahas .. at ferstt , i sto0dd up t0 take myy stuff datt Jas to0k fr0m miie . itt dr0ppedd 0n tha flo0r andd i askedd khairii t0 pickk up ferr miie btt he didntt . Mr Lim g0t itt andd threww itt . aniiwayy , itt's juxx a paperr . i dunn0 wadds wriittenn inn itt . grrr ~ as a puniishmentt ferr standiingg up , i hadd t0 standd up att myy seatt . denn we guyys heardd datt Mr Silva was olredii inn 2e4 sh0 i quiicklyy tiie up myy hairr . i to0k sucha l0ngg tym t0 gett myy hairr tiiedd sh0 it was kiindaa diisturbingg ferr tha ppl bhyndd miie . andd ... Mr Lim askedd miie t0 sitt . i ansdd "juxx nw u askedd miie t0 standd , nw u askedd miie t0 sitt" andd he repliied "denn euu lykk dat lykk dat" (sh0wiingg tha c0mbiingg actt) . hahas . den i satt . aftrr datt , i thinkk i was t0kiin . Mr Lim askedd miie t0 standd agaiinn . sh0 i hadd t0 standd ... agaiinn . hahas . fareha hadd t0 standd to0 .. i cntt rmbrr whyy . den .. whenn tcherr askedd qn t0 fareha , she g0tt tha rytee ans andd cn sitt d0wnn . aftrr her was miie . he askedd me a qn btt myy fwenns helpped me byy murmuriingg tha ans . haha . den i saidd outt tha ans andd getta sitt agaiinn !! yeayy ! lolxx ..

durinkk engliishh , we didd letter wrytiingg , my tcherr saiidd datt we have n0 limitts t0 wryte wadd we wantt andd she hadd giivenn us a phrase "dearestt pal .. " . denn i askedd "dearesttesttestt cn ?" andd she saiid "n0" . hahaha . lame ?? grr ~ =p . bleahxx ..~

denn iishh dissmissal tym . ii wentt t0 tha canteen , putt myy bagg den satt wif riinaa . t0kk a bitt andd deen sOo0 suddenlyy , i heardd "eeza !" . i turnedd arndd andd i realiisedd dat HE* was tha 0ne hu calledd 0utt my name . den he askedd , "t0urnamentt ehkk ?" , i juxx n0dded myy headd . denn he saidd "all tha beshh" andd i n0dded myy headd agaiinn . i didntt sayy a thingg . =)) . shyy , i guess . 0rr mayyb dumbbf0undedd . tdyy ishh tha ferstt tym he talkedd t0 me aftrr 13 dayys . btt yett , i didntt sayy anitinkk t0 hym . wadda a wastrel i am . damn ! isyy . btt att leastt i didd sms-edd hym aftrr i g0tt bckk fr0m KNC . =]]] . i th0tt wanna sms hym b4 i reachedd dere bt chngedd myy myndd andd i dunn0 whyy . hermshh ~ . mayyb c0xx i cntt fiigure outt waddta sayy .

0hh yarhh ! i still haventt tell ppl dat i'm n0 l0ngerr usiin myy NINEeightTWOthreeFOURoneTWOone aniim0re . tha liine hadd g0tt disc0nnectedd byy myy dadd c0xx tha biil was wayy to0 0verr limitt . heheex .` i've been 2 dayys siickk . ytdd andd tdyy . juxx nw SCI TA . i cntt c0ncentrate . i n0e i'll faiil . as ferr PE juxx nw , n0 grrls passedd tha 3 r0undds 'r0undd tha sko0l . nehmynn . tha NAFA will be inn Aug . relaxx btt muxx practiicee m0re .

heyyheyy .
juxx nw khairii smyledd att miie c0xx ii was actualii laughiingg att hym whenn hys legg paiin aftrr jumpiingg fr0m 0n t0pp 0f tha cupb0ardd . hahas . haiiyo0 ! . h0w siilyy . lolxx .. tdyy , durinkk assemblyy aftrr recess , i askedd shaffree whyy deyy guyys dunchh lykk khairii andd olwes tease hym . he actualii mentii0nnedd l0tsa thiinggs abt hym . i diinchh reallyy payy attentii0nn t0 hym . hahahas .. khairii ishh my fwen andd as a fwenn , i have t0 defendd hym okehh ? waddevaa euu guyys thiinkk abt me t0 hym , i w0ntt care c0xx i n0e th0se sayiinggs will be crapps fr0m eurr m0uths . hahas .

okayys . i thiinkk i'm d0nee wif tdyy's st0ryy . =)))))

go0ddnyte . sweet dreams .

mwahh ~!

iWANTmyEXHYMbck !!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace -

# ` eeza__.

2006-02-14T00:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPYY VALENTIINEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MWAHH MWAHH ~!!

IILOVEHYM ANDD HYMIILOVE .

# ` EKEHZAAI _.

2006-01-23T04:06:00.001-08:00

tdy's weird. really weird. khairi, shaffree & me went to skool in tha morning wif injuries. shaffree fell down in tha morny and got hurt on hys cheek, khai, on hys chin and me, on my legs . hmmphh.. ~

--skip --

at durinkk wat period, khai showed me hys sleeve. i thot he was tokinkk to syira. den i realised was to me instead so i murmured, "asal ?" and he showed hys chin. aint dat sweet ? he talked to me ?!?! or really ??? ahas.
after skool, training was cancelled cos not many turned up so i went to julia's classrm and helped a bit. veryy lil` had helped . hehe . not my class, i wont bother. sat outsyd wif julia. she smsed dk . blahh blahh ~
den when wanna pack up to go home, julia, me & aryani saw, khai, haeqal & tob changing at outsyd tha hall . urghh ! khai wasnt wearing any tops. haha. den we all laughing olredi . hehehe.. den i shouted "khairi !!!" haha .

den went home wif julia & xuee. xuee & me took pix in tha bus. her hp dunno whyy, kenott see cos got sunlyte. den i used myne to take her's and ours. berii cute siia. hahaa.

jas, kamal, irwan & rafie kena in-house suspension.
blahh ~
tdy's shuhada's bdae.

~~~

2006-01-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

tdy's weird. really weird. khairi, shaffree & me went to skool in tha morning wif injuries. shaffree fell down in tha morny and got hurt on hys cheek, khai, on hys chin and me, on my legs . hmmphh.. ~

--skip --

at durinkk wat period, khai showed me hys sleeve. i thot he was tokinkk to syira. den i realised was to me instead so i murmured, "asal ?" and he showed hys chin. aint dat sweet ? he talked to me ?!?! or really ??? ahas.
after skool, training was cancelled cos not many turned up so i went to julia's classrm and helped a bit. veryy lil` had helped . hehe . not my class, i wont bother. sat outsyd wif julia. she smsed dk . blahh blahh ~
den when wanna pack up to go home, julia, me & aryani saw, khai, haeqal & tob changing at outsyd tha hall . urghh ! khai wasnt wearing any tops. haha. den we all laughing olredi . hehehe.. den i shouted "khairi !!!" haha .

den went home wif julia & xuee. xuee & me took pix in tha bus. her hp dunno whyy, kenott see cos got sunlyte. den i used myne to take her's and ours. berii cute siia. hahaa.

jas, kamal, irwan & rafie kena in-house suspension.
blahh ~

2006-01-20T05:14:00.000-08:00

haha ~

tdy's so funny .

after wks , khai talked to me . lyke so great . happy !!! yeayy ! lolss..

den kamal shared bks wimme . we did nth, even tokinkk . ahas .

i sat in a place where my view is blocked by a grp of boyys !! urghh ~

memekak u noe !! isyy .

just now, durinkk lit period, fareha asked khai to take her bk frm tha cupboard and pass to her .

i didnt noe khai was actually signalling to me to pass tha bk to fareha.

he was lyke, staring at me and whispering sumth, and den, suddenly said, 'makk ! haus' or sumth lyke dat .

den i realised he was actually signalling to me. haha . his eyes is so big sehh .. dunno hus hes looking at. haha .

so, i replied to hym, sayinkk, 'pass la' . hehe ..

cos i paisehh olredi . and i think he is too . ahaha ~

den durinkk homec, i partnered wif fareha to fynd tha ingredients of food from tha bk in tha library .

khai was bsyd me, and i dunno .

he was lyked lookinkk at wat we were doinkk. haha ..

den when he's walking away, i asked hym, 'eyy, kau pakai minyak wangi eh ?' but he didnt reply bck. maybe i've made a mistake by askinkk hym ayy ? haishh ~

but durinkk homec, kamal and shaffree sat at tha same table wif us . lyke, great lahh .

dat day, when sumone, i thinkk, jas or maybe rafie, shouted 'izalina stead wif shaffree' , khai stared at me . i was blushing olredi, while sayinkk, 'watt onii' . hahahah !!

just now, durinkk MT lesson, i saw khairi doing tha bubbly face . or isit bubbly cheek ? waddeva la. he looked soooo cuteeeeeee !!! arrrghhh ~

LOLss..

we lose in ytd match . i cried. but .. lets not elaborate .

dis tues competing wif coral .

i love teasing aiman. HAHA.

2006-01-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

SHEESH ~

i'm hatinkk dis .

PHARKK!!!!

dere goes our frenship.

me & shaffree .

i heart hym to tha core ..

budden ,

i myself dunch understand wat happened .

dammit uhh !

i'm soo gonna miss hys voice .

quarrel wif hym, just lyke wif yusri .

fuck !!

its all happening again .

fuck fuck fuckk ~ !!!!!!!!!

dere's nuffinkk btwn us nimore .

FUCK !!

i love hym .

FUCK !!

i need hym .

FUCK !!

I WANT HYM BACK .

FUCK !!

arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shaffree !! wats goinkk on btwn us now ?!?!?! i just want you back . i'm so sorry . let bygones be bygones kayy ? i said i was onii jk cos i need to coverr up cos deyy noe olredi ryt ?? dammit lurhh !!!

-pleashh sumbodii give hym back to me !!
-iLOVEdk`

2006-01-14T08:18:00.000-08:00

helohh. long tym neva post. just too lazy and dere's a long story to be typed out here . : p

just now went to skool fer tha cca fair day. it was FUN FUN FUN !! veryy fun and i mean it. i getta talk face to face to trisyia. sori to her, i used to have bad impression abt her . at least, not animore. she's my god sis . nobodi's gonna make her unhappy . so not gonna let anione hurt her. shes great actually . well, we were talking abt cca. wat she wanna join. she thot wanna join netball but dere wont be any in-takes dis year . my batch will be tha last batch fer netball . how sad, no ? aha . okehh . lets not talk abt dis .

after tha cca fair, i slacked a lil` wif trisyia and her fren . den after a while i went home . met family at tha food court . i ate and we went to afgha . bought oilment. mom's. den i thot wanna buy some clothes but mom dahh membebel . menyampah pulakk !!! khehehe . so didnt buy it lahh . den i cried all tha way home cos thinking abt at skool. quite sad uhh . cos..tha asmaradana song made me remind of sumth. aha . and summore, i asked him to come but he dowan. dat, tk pasal lahh . haha. ((: den reached home, straight away watched tv. hindi . Paap. dat one, i watched olredi when goinkk or maybe cominkk back or maybe both from London to Spore. maybe lahh London. cant rmbr uhh . den, lied down, thinkingg wanna sleep but farah smsed me, saying he wanted to go out. so i thot i'll accompany her. aha . SHOPPING !!! i bought to tops. farah bought one onii . haha . i wont save cost when buying clothes. BAHAHAHA ~! den after dat, went to dunno where lahh. go find skool bag fer me but tk jmpe. mcm siakk gitu ! sori ayy farah ! penatkn kau jerr . aha . den i went to buy my contacts . $21. seriously : p . i used tha money dad gave me . den went to buy drinks cos i was soooooo thirsty. tekak pon da kering . ahaks .. sakittt tau !! hehe . den went home. kitorg berpisah cos farah wanna take bus at tha library dere. i take 291. haha . den reached home, straight away to my room. got my contacts ready, and i'm wearing it now. oh well .. after lots of money, i'm left wif only $15 ? like dat lahh . so lil` . isyy .

``missing him __.

END

2006-01-04T00:59:00.000-08:00

heyylohhiii !! ytd is tha ferst day of skool. was great. gotta do grpwrk wif KHAIRI !!!!!! ahhhhh ! melt siia ! ahaks.. but have to partner QURAISHA when lining up cos her index n0. is more than me by 1 . like wtf ?!?!haishh ~ nvm lorr..

tdy was fun. but depressing. hell wif `em. ahaks .. rafie and irwan teased me dat i like khairi. yehh i do. but whyy do dey have to creat a barrier in btwn our frenship siakk ? ferkk ya`ll!! durinkk hist., khairi had to read a line in tha tb. den evrione was like 'wooooo' at me. i blushed. im too easy to blush uh. ahaks. embarrased, noe. sori to him dat ive told him tha wrg thang to read. BAHAHA !! oops. sori [=. but tha person in front of him oso said tha same thang as me. ahaks.. kesian dier. den PC. kene turon gi canteen. kiter cumer dlm 7 org gitu turon dulu, tk tunggu ckgu. climb down tha flight of stairs. from level 4. hehe .. dpd class sec one kt tingkt 2, teros tercampak gi tingkt 4. mcm org tk cukop exercise siakk ??? den when we reached tha canteen, but no one coming down. waited but still, deres no one. so all of us decided to go back to class. haishh ~ tha stairs again !! den reached dere, i was panting. and tha rest were gathering outside tha class. soo paisehh. haha. den when we reached, dey're abt to go down. so we followed. eyy !! tired, noe. goinkk up and down tha stairs. SHEESH~ den get to interact wif othas. we sunno wat to do. so just sat on a table and chatted. i slept a while. den woke up, dey were asking-hu-is-hu game. lame !! den irwan asked tha i-dunno-hu hu's izalina. den he pointed to me. den tcher said, good dat dey noe me. den, when i turned back, he saw my hair. brown. called me and asked me to go to office but chnged mind. asked to sit at anotha table. alone. den after evrione go home, he asked to dye back my hair black. den asked again whether its natural anot den i said yes. ahaks. dowan to waste money buy hair dye la. aha. and oso dye my hair lotsa tyms olredi den if dye many2 tyms, my hair will spoil. ahaks.. later bcome frizzy. hate it. lolss.. went out of skool, quickly called home but mom's praying. bro ansd. den mom called back. i told her evritink. she cooperate. i hope she can be trusted. [= but till now, tcher havent called. dunno if he had called b4 mom called me back ? haix .. nvm ..

iMISHHhim`

sorry khairi !! ))))=

2005-12-31T23:41:00.000-08:00

yeahh ! neva update. nvm. cut hair !!!! yeayy !!!! wooohoooo !! he puji-ed my hair !! heheks. i LOIKE ~

kk. enuff !! (:

wait ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU ~!

eheks.. slow like snail. NO !!! like tortoise. iHATEsnail`. [=

iMISHHhim`. and i mean it. to tha max !!

skool's gonna start soon. tuesday. i'm so not ready fer` it. now tell me wad i havent bought. a few more bks and some stuff ! dat auntie is so tha ferkr. eheks.. ((= bks out of stock, la ! den ive ordered but bought `em frm outside and asked her to cancel those orders but she asked me to come down to skool and brinkk tha bklist ! and then .. guess wad, she said skool reopens then can cancel orders ! like wtf siia !!!! wasted my money fer the bus fare !!! ferk dat woman !!! dammit ! grrrr ~

hmph.. abg went to tha rewang and had to overnite dere cos to many stuffs to complete. he even missed his arsenal match. eheks.. nvm lahh abg. arsenal pon kalah. BAHAHA~

hmph. can he fetch me frm skool like a hubby of mine ? d:

2005-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

bro was formatting my comp so its obvious dats the reason why i dinch update but, neway, scnd reason was, i'm tooo damn fcuking lazy! lolss.. changed my skin. nice ? compliment me aite. heex. (((: chatted wif shakeela a.k.a keela, lala or #56. she's soooooooo cool !! heheks.. ahahaha.. what to write ? nvm. forget it.. anione hu dunch like my skin, can comment on it yeah ! thanx..

peace.

2005-12-14T05:59:00.000-08:00

got stucked in a love RECTANGLE !! cool ! hehes.. dunch think i wanna reveal their names but dey're some darn hottie HUNKS !! melt over `em and i guess others too. hahaha.. dey're the superstars. i just want all of `em to come back to S'pore. oni getta meet `em for once. yehh. IIFA Awards. not fair. dey're my brothers okay !! oh god, make `em decide to come back. please.. =(

-sec 2 bks still not bought.

2005-12-12T08:35:00.000-08:00

alright, long tym dinch post. but, now, guess gotta forced `cause i've been TAGGED by my adek ilah!!!!

rules of the game : Post FIVE weird/random things about yourself.at the end of the quiz,list the name of the FIVE people who you want NEXT to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog.

one: i WANT, MISS, NEED, LOVE, - my BROTHERS ! ;

two: watched Kyon Ki and cried =(( ;

three: craving for LOVE ?? ;

four: pink, my favourite. your problem ?! ;

five: IMMERSED IN LOVE !!!!!!

alright, here goes the names of the UNLUCKY FIVES :-

:: Diana Nabella

:: Ashreen

:: Huda

:: Xuee

:: ShaSha

2005-12-09T08:07:00.000-08:00

sori. too long dinch update. went for hols, dats whyy. too long to type out here abt wad happened durink the hols. long story uh dudes!

thurs went to Taufik's bdae bash! damn kecoh mann dere! Taufik ROCK man!!! yoyo!! went wif cuzzy. den after the event, gotta gif the present to him PERSONALLY. wads the present uh? cant tell uh. secrett.. *shhh* i DUNCH wanna be like ARY. hehehe. den went to eat and left. gotta walk all the way to the bus stop which is actually a few kms away from the place where the event took place. i was like so damn fucking scared so both of us talked abt hindi movies. i ROCK and cuzzy SHUCK at dat. LOLss.. took 199 to boon lay mrt station and took mrt to woodlands. should change mrt at jurong but we came out from the mrt late cos dinch realised we've reached jurong inter. den got down at woodlands, went to buy hindi cds and took bus to cuzzy hse. tym was 10+. took sis' bdae present from her, drank and ate some kueh baulu granny made. soooo sedap. hehe. talk a lil` wif granny abt my family conspiracy. she was olmost to tears. sad story mahh. aunty, whom i called mum, said i'd rather overnite at her hse cos its olredi 11+. i was scared mom will get angry so got out of the hse a few mins ltr. got to the inter at 1130 but saw no one lining up at the 969 row. i was alone. kept on checking the last bus tym. i dunch believe it dats the bus was like 1/2 hr late. cuzzy and dad kept on calling but i said i have yet to set my foot in the bus. where ohh where is the bus. got 3 ppl lining up including me. hmm.. felt a lil` relieve. pheww!! once got onto the bus, called granny but got to talk for oni a short while cos dad called. den called granny again and we talk and talk. blahh blahh blahh~ dad waited for me at tamp. inter. he waited for sooo long sehh. reached home like olmost 1230. called cussy to inform her i've reached home. mum and granny had gone to bed. dn got myself changed and went to eat the pizza which had olredi became hard. hmm.. den went to sleep. woke up at 630 dis morning cos dad asked me to wake him up for him to go to work. hehe.. den went to bed again at 7. blahh blahh..

-pink, my favourite. your problem ???

2005-11-26T23:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO YOU !!!!!

tdy's adek and A.R bhaiyya's bdae. arrrghhh !!! he's 37 !!!! mwah mwahhhh ~ too bad i cant meet him. got stuck in spore. hehes. orite. miishh him and his movies. love Dil Ka Rishta and Deewaanapan. i looooooveeeeee those movies. melts mann when watching !!! hehes .. orite. enuf of the craps and melting like butter. but .. speaking of butter, i want my butterhunneycookie back !!!!!! miss him. lols. jkjk .. yeueszrai !!!! hahahahahaha ... orite. have been spitting cracks here. hmmph.. tmr's our day to flyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!! hehes.. aust trip. ten days. still packing now. i dunno wad to bring. hehes. please please please ohh god, make him come to the airport to see me off. pleaase.........

orite. have to go. bye.

2005-11-25T12:32:00.000-08:00

okay.. abg's frens overnite at my hse. great. fun sia! we all slept at 3+ in the morn. heheks. so the kecoh man! i LOVE all of dem. hehes.. at first, dey watched soccer match, den scary movie. hehes.. den dey kecoh2, dunno do wad. hehes.. but now, some went home olredi. so gonna miss dem sehh. LOLs.. wad oni me. heheks!

ok. guess i've nutink to wryt liao.

.][__bye`

2005-11-25T01:50:00.000-08:00

haha. great.. still not asleep yet. bro's frens are here. overnite? mayb. i tink so. dey're watching scary movie but dere's no way i'm gonna join dem cos dey haven had their clothes on. hehes. ok wadeva. came back from marine parade at 11. den gotta rush cos bro's frens coming for hari raya. was perspiring all over. gotta cook and get the drinks ready. abg have to serve dem. eheks. nvm la. his frens wad.. heex. soo many ppl came. abg told us, abt 53. mayb. i'm not to count one by one. hahaks. aite. dis afternoon, went to pri sch to see adek's PSLE result. not bad ahh. got reason why she got such agg. hmm.. but now!!!! sumth wich is suppose to have completed by now, is still left incomplete. its actuali, finding and booking apartment in aust for our hols. heheks. we're gonna leave on dis sun. SHEESH! hope he still rmbrs our 28th. hehe. i mean the date. haha.. dis 28 is gonna be my 11th mth. how great!! LOLs. aite. wadta say? hmm.. tired leh. ok. tink i shall end here. =))

2005-11-23T21:02:00.001-08:00

hehes. i'm now listening to the song 'Fall To Pieces'. sooo sweet. sooo romantic. ok. enuf! eheks. i'm never sick of Avril Lavigne. she's sooooo pretty.

ok. now wad? ytd, or shud i rather say, mid nite, he asked abt wad to wear. ok. now settled? good den hun.. heheks. so e kecoh sehh. tkpe tkpe. cool!

NOW, i CANT wait for PSLE results. it's TMR!!!!! YEAYY!!!!!!! im soooooo gonna be at my sis' sch. i'm gonna keep her accompanied cos she's feeling nervous even days before tmr. haix.. its okay. she's gonna get good results. insyaallah. i hope so. all of us have been wishing she'll get 240 the least. hahaks. 230+ will be fine too. can get schs dat are near home. not lyk me. im sooo seetuuupiidd. yeahh i am. i didnt study hard for PSLE. or i can say, i didnt study at all. DUMB!

ok. gotta noe i'll be in e6 nx yr. last express class. from e6 and i am kicked to e6. great! guess i've to make the most of it. haix.. wif rafie and irwan again. and QURAISHA!!! URRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! rafie's fine. but dat bitch and the buto (hehs, 2bs.!). den got dat piggy! KHUZAIMAH!!!!! urrghh!!!! whyy cant she get off me?!?!?!?!? sick of her!! too bad for her bf lorr. those hu have spend their life wif her will understand wad i'm tryna state out here. dumbo!

but, YEAY ME! i have syira!!! yess yess yess!!! yey!! i am index n0 o7 and syira is o6. but bitch is 08. urrghh!!! my hater's gonna be at my back and my hun's is at my front. haiyo!! xuee's gonna be 03 if i;m not wrg. hehe. the 3 of us are sooooo close. hehes.. unfortunately, e6 is gonna be in like a disaster nx year. cant tolerate.

okay. wadeva! i still have my sugacoatedbutter or i'm kolink him butterchocolatecookie. sweet, no? heheks. iLOVEhim` .
mwa~ mwa mwa mwa~ *smacks* LOL.

ok. im gonna wait till the sun goes up. cos its gonna be TMR!!!!! ahahaha.

should i go fo nb tmr?

2005-11-23T21:02:00.000-08:00

hehes. i'm now listening to the song 'Fall To Pieces'. sooo sweet. sooo romantic. ok. enuf! eheks. i'm never sick of Avril Lavigne. she's sooooo pretty.

ok. now wad? ytd, or shud i rather say, mid nite, he asked abt wad to wear. ok. now settled? good den hun.. heheks. so e kecoh sehh. tkpe tkpe. cool!

NOW, i CANT wait for PSLE results. it's TMR!!!!! YEAYY!!!!!!! im soooooo gonna be at my sis' sch. i'm gonna keep her accompanied cos she's feeling nervous even days before tmr. haix.. its okay. she's gonna get good results. insyaallah. i hope so. all of us have been wishing she'll get 240 the least. hahaks. 230+ will be fine too. can get schs dat are near home. not lyk me. im sooo seetuuupiidd. yeahh i am. i didnt study hard for PSLE. or i can say, i didnt study at all. DUMB! ok. gotta noe i'll be in e6 nx yr. last express class. from e6 and i am kicked to e6. great! guess i've to make the most of it. haix.. wif rafie and irwan again. and QURAISHA!!! URRGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! rafie's fine. but dat bitch and the buto (hehs, 2bs.!). den got dat piggy! KHUZAIMAH!!!!! urrghh!!!! whyy cant she get off me?!?!?!?!? sick of her!! too bad for her bf lorr. those hu have spend their life wif her will understand wad i'm tryna state out here. dumbo!

but, YEAY ME! i have syira!!! yess yess yess!!! yey!! i am index n0 o7 and syira is o6. but bitch is 08. urrghh!!! my hater's gonna be at my back and my hun's is at my front. haiyo!! xuee's gonna be 03 if i;m not wrg. hehe. the 3 of us are sooooo close. hehes.. unfortunately, e6 is gonna be in like a disaster nx year. cant tolerate.

okay. wadeva! i still have my sugacoatedbutter or i'm kolink him butterchocolatecookie. sweet, no? heheks. iLOVEhim` .
mwa~ mwa mwa mwa~ *smacks* LOL.

ok. im gonna wait till the sun goes up. cos its gonna be TMR!!!!! ahahaha.

should i go fo nb tmr?

2005-11-22T20:59:00.000-08:00

YEAY!!!!! O levels had ended tdy!!!! YES YES YES!! eheks. i sooooo happy. i mean, for them. dey struggled mann! okok. enough. thier prom is on e 29. i will be gone by then. by 27. afta sis' bdae. haix..
i dunno whyy i feel like ive no mood tdy. bad mood is best describe. eheks.. ok. nvm.
heyy! i'm lazy to type out summore deyy. lazy mann! okok. i should stop aite. bye.. =)

2005-11-20T15:16:00.000-08:00

ok. too long didnt post. heheks. the comp keeps on lagging. khehehe. aite. less than a week for hari raya to end. sooooo fast. wadd siia like dis. hehe. well..ape nk di buat kan? nvm la. ending? let it be. haix.. well..haven been goin out alot. not even once i go out wif frens dis hari raya. too lazy. frens forced me to but byk alasan diberikan. BAHAHA!!! geex. but laziness is me. wad to do abt it? buat bodohh!! ahahahaha!!!!!! yeay me! ok. craps! went to KL. den byebye to KL. came back late at nite. 10. late? no. 12 is. got to bed at 12++. came back, took lotsa pics in the car. YAY!! when on the way, i kept remembering him. HE'S IN MY MIND!! heex. LOVE him. not HIM. but HIM!! ahahaha. wello..saw a truck terbabas kat tepi jalan. OI driver! kau mabokk perr..? mabokk jgn drive laa deyy! was shocked at first, but get to forget it after a few mins. i sat alone at the last row of the 7-seater car. BEST!! hahaks. kept thinking of him! yey!! didnt sleep. have to shout to driver, who was my daddy, to keep him awake. fortunately, it lasted till 12+ when we checked in at a hotel near Tol Air Keroh. but the hotel is NOT a hotel. rumah tumpangan lerr. but its okay for onii a few more hrs. i cant sleep cos its so uncomfortable. succeeded in dozing off at 2+. woke up at 645 den shook my dad to wake up. den shouted to make evrione's awake from those dreams. *phoof* how cruel of me! hehe. just cos i cant wait to say goodbye to dat so-the-terok hotel. ahaha. good good.. heex. when down for breakfast at 10+ cos abg was late to get himself ready. SHEESH. i didnt eat breakfast cos all the food like...........urrm......... i dunno. guess those are heavy food for breakfast. oh yeah! it is. ahaks. great! back up to our room. dad got headache. mom and bro wanna throw all those food eaten. luckily i didnt eat. but too bad me, i got tummy pain. maybe cos i no breakfast for me. SHEESH. den straight to KL. baahh! the house sooo big. heheks. i got my own room wif sis. stayed late in the nite to watch tv. malay and hindi movies. SYIOK! cant sleep oso cos mom was wif us and had to squeez the three of us in a queen size bed! haix.. and also cos i have sleep earlier on b4 dinner. haha. woke up at 8+, got all set by 8+++ when aunt has gone home. SHEESH. cant meet her =( . den breakfast, got ready, back to melaka, my hse, our hse, after sending my cuzzie to his home at Lubok Cina, and visited his family, onii dat his dad wasnt home. nvm. stayed dere fer 1hr+. heheks. funn! play the buaian yg da kopak! LOLs. GREAT. drove to S'pore. took pics. dad stopped sumwhere to sleep. heheks. i drive.*hmph* ahaks! tired. just too tired when i came back. ahaks. sesat mann at johor when we want to go to kempas. LOL!!!

dat day when i didnt get to meet my twin bro.
less than a week to end raya.
6 more days to myy bigg bro's bdae.
6 more days to adek's bdae.
7 more days to fly.
today when i learnt not to say 'nevermind'.
these days when i have no more money left!

2005-11-10T10:40:00.000-08:00

haix .. im tired of dis. i really DUNCH like rayn !!! why O why did dey deny abt dat ?!?! i mean, of course i do like him, as in oni like, but NOT LOVE !!!! he is a nice guy, carink too. dey(including rayn himself) thot dat i love him !!! NO NO NO !!! i DUNCH love him. wads wrg wif u ppl !!!! forget it !!
sori haven been updating for quite sometym. lazy to post smth. well .. nx yr i'll go to 2e6. e5 ? e4 ?? hmmph .. i dunno. I WANT E4 !!!!! ohh godd !! please chnge my class to e4 !!!! hari raya .. not much fun. BORING !!! ferst day, go home at 6++ cos abg's eye was red and painful so he felt uncomfortable to continue going ppl's hse. reached home, watched tv, den i fell asleep on e sofa. mom oke me up so i walked to my room and continued sleeping. dinch realise dat mu cousin came. dey came at 1o but i woke up at 1o15. salam dem and joined dem watch Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. vewie scary. actuali not so cos ive watched it many many tyms olredi. my lil anak sdare was scared. covered her face den lay down on e sofa, and fell asleep. so cute la she. her lil brother wasnt scared at ol. in fact, dinch care abt e movie. played played and played so my sis and bro have to layan him. LOL !! mcm suami isteri layan anak !! LOL !! second day, we dinch go aniwhere. mom and dad were working. so have to stay home and doink nth. BORING !! third day, wich is sat, went to yishun, bukit batok, amk and dunno where else. cant rmbr la babe. LOL !! went yishun to visit my nenek angkat kt sblh bapak cos she had her leg "chopped" off ! dinch tell us sehh. olmost a yr olredi. we dinch came on e ferst day so her family ol tink dat we balek kmpng. nvm .. den went to amk, e daughter hse. dat hse ..... FUHYOHH !! vewie e nice !! but too bad, e livink room sooo small. i like e bedrms. vewie bigg and classy!! after dat, blablabla, went to bukit batok. not to visit taufik, but for open hse. my dad's cousin's. we stayed dere fer 3hrs++. vewie funn !!!! we were bored cos abg dinch came along. too bz revising fer his Os. so oni e 4 of us went dere. not many ppl dere. oni three families. den thot can go home olredi, but mom was chatting wif e aunty. mom told aunty dat i was hospitalised and e cause. den she knew dat i do wear contact lenses. ahaha !! of course she knew, cos she is e eye nurse. ahaha. so embarrassed. my secnd cousin so bz body, sat dere and listen to wad dey were tokink. haiyo !! vewie kpo ar him ! but nvm. he's cute !! a baby-face guy. too bad me he olredi has a gf =p !! ahaks. no la. not him !!! we met each otha oni once or twice a wk, if dere's no wedding ceremony. afta dat went to woodlands cres. my aunt. her hse vewie nice !! i like. mansionate*(dunno how to spell) wadd !! she vewie rich. we reached dat hse b4 my aunt came bck home. luckily got e maid. waited for 15 mins. we stayed dere fer hrs ! since 9+ cos watching dis malay movie. vewie good sehh e storyline. abt agama islam. e ending is vewie sadd. haix .. got moral to learn. went home at 11++. nx day, i cant rmbr hu came but wad i rmbr .. my scnd cousin and family frm bukit batok, e one hu organised e open hse, came. fun leh. dinch tok. not at ol fun but fun. how to express it .. hmmph... scared to face him. ahahaks. haiyo !! shud call him ABANG leh. wakhakhakha ! but he's oni a yr older than me. den duno wadeva blablabla .. at nite, he onlined so we chatted. he asked how much money his mom gaf us. haiyo !! den i said i duno wich is e one his mom gaf us deyy ! nx day he onlined again and we chatted again. i started e convo. asked him abt e money. he said he was oni joking abt it. khehehehe. cute, no ? LOL !!
k, im done wif my story telling.

peace-

2005-11-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

heyy heyy heyy !!! tdy's my bigg bro's bdae. not reli a blood-tied bro. i luv him i luv him !!! arrghh !! ahaks. i miss him. haizz .. its been almost 2 yrs since ive met him. urgh ! tdy's he's 40. u tink he can be called as my daddy ?? no wayy !! he's still my #o1 bro. ahaks. luv him even after e end of tym.
okies. wad to wryt. hrrmm .. ytd imi seek me to solve his problems. haiyo ! enjoy life uh abg. we still do care abt u, esp adek ikah. ok abg ? tink positive ok ? long story_. abg abg .. haiz ..
TMR IS HARI RAYE !!!!!!! yeayness !! wonder where we'll go. i dunch wanna go my daddy's side on e ferst day. ahaks. cos ryt .. haizz .. i DUNNO any of `em. e youngsters are my secnd cuzzie. haiz .. okies. nvm. at least we wont be goin to their hse, we'll go to my dad's uncle's hse. but we still gonna meet `em dere. haizz ... nvm lorr. i miss my cuzzie. she's veri close to me. ahaks. most probably my family will go dere after we breakfast in e morn. DAT is where WE will go FERST !! yahh cos my granny stays dere. lols. i dunno how many hrs we are gonna stay. well .. nvm. mayb tmr's nite or durin e wkends dey'll come to my hse. cos my hse is olwes e last in e day. dey'll sure stay fer hrs till in e morn. ahaks .. beshh of cuzzie. miss her !! =(

2005-11-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

ahahah ~ i dinch noe he linked me. ahaah ! ok. nth much happened tdy so i tink i'll update abt ytd. hrmsh~
went to harbourfront to breakfast. actuali, not reli to breakfast uh. went jln2 and shopping. tot have tym to do my evri-wkend-shopping-spree but have to go home at 9+ cos mom had janji-ed wif her fwen to send e kuih2 raye at arnd 1o3o. haiyo ! a bit sad and disappointed cos cant SHOP !!!!! =(( beheheex. hurrhurr. okies. 2 more days to raye. but how to raye ?!?!?! i haven buy clothes. actuali ive bought but oni for e ferst day. but but ....... wad abt my fwens' outings ?? haiz .. seems dat ive to wear last yr's clothes. wuekk ~
arrghh !!!!!! i cant blive im in love wif him ! how how how ?? haiyo !! cannot love him larr. he has gf oredi !! urgh ! ahahaks. nvm. setooopiidd and foolishh me !! right or wrng ????
let me continue abt ytd. well, i escaped frm home. wakhakhakha. i escaped since after we were on e way home from HF. ahaks. reached home like 1030+++. my bro and sis kept kolink but i rejected their kol. dey kold, but wad abt my parents ? were dey worid ? i dunch care !! bahahahax. so tired sia. i walked my way home frm where i was. reached hm, i met my dad outside e hse, btol2kn lampu raye. den inside, my sis so noisy, kolink fer my abg frm inside e rm. den saw my mom in my rm. menyebokk aje !! muahahaha ! den i sat infront of my comp and onlined till 1+, not e usual 2+ 3+. ive oni 4 hrs of sleep nowadays. *yawn* ok la. i duno wad to wryt oredi. tink i shall end here. goodbye and goodnyt. mwahh ~

tmr is my bhaiyya's bdae. i miishh him ! i nid him t0O. haizz .. *mwahh* -

2005-10-30T22:54:00.000-08:00

hrmsh~akak..0f all peepz..u loike rayn..?yinnadey~SHEESH tol..haiish..i realli dunch n0e wat t0 sae uhz..i as0 speechless loike rayn..wahahahaha..SANGKAANKU tepat skali..lolss..haissh.. >> dats wad adek ilah wrote in her bloggie. ahaks. nvm uh. adek. i lurrb him uh. nth wrg wif dat. ahaha. mwah to u two. lolss..

2005-10-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

"goth is pure" .. e phrase i got frm shakeela. ahaks. hope she duzent mind dis. hmm .. last few bloggies have virus so i had to make a new one again. cant rmbr how many bloggies ive made.
hmm .. i duzent seem to have mood for hari raya. i haven even bought clothes. wad abt my contacts den ?? hmm .. mayb not gonna wear contacts on e ferst day, when wif family. ltr KECOH mann !! ppl will ask. i hate dat. ok nvm. mayb will wear bck contacts on e days i go out wif fwens. i heart `em !! i miss diana. she offered to accompany me to skool nx fri, e day afte raye, to return report bk. i still haven confirmed wif tcher abt e classes we've been posted to. haizz .. or mayb tcher had mentioend it to ol but i cant hear. wuzent reli listening to tcher afte gotten my report bk cos was spending e hour cryin and weeping. why, im disappointed wif my pos. i dinch expect to be posted to class dat i dunch imagine i'll go to. i cant laugh. juz masquerade smiles will do. haizz .. hopefully dose fu*king ppl are not gonna be in dat class. go away. i'll say. has been pestered by `em all dis while. ok. lets pray now.

2005-10-30T00:27:00.000-07:00

okies .. dis is my latest blog. hopefully it doesnt get infected by virus again. ahaks. ok. wad am i gonna type here. nvm. post some otha tym.

bleahx -

2005-10-28T14:50:00.000-07:00

ytd was e happiest day but tdy is e saddest day. i even cried. well .. HELLO !!! i cant see myself been shifted to anotha express class. actuali its ok but not to be downgraded. fwens kept saying, at least i am still in express. dey tink im agreeable to dat. N0 im not. i want to go to 2e2, not 2e5. cried and cried till tcher asked wads wrg. juz shook my head. i cried my way home. hmmph. surely will be scolded and nagged by my mom. she owes compares me wif my bro and sis, who are much much cleverer than me. mom will oso compare me wif him ! wad seyy ! well, i am NOT clever. im NOT e way u want be to be. and i am NOT `em !!!!! i got 210 as my level position and 33 as my class position. ol dose werent my marks. was e projection tcher made. failed 4 subs. i still DOWAN go 2e5. i want 2e2 !!!! i prefer 2e4 to 2e5.i am feeling dis way on e 10th mths. well..i cant be happy though tdy is e exact 10th.i dowan continue.bye

2005-10-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

tdy is e laz day for e graduating classes. n i cant get to see e laz of `em ol. my given mc is too long. i nid n i want to go back to skool. too bad, tym waits for no man.
maybe its tyme for me to let go of him. gonna be tough though. but have i think twice ? did i tink of wads gonna happen nx ? m i gonna hate him afta dis ? m i ?? i had neva tot of dat qn b4 till Hilmi qnd me himself. i wasnt tinkin at ol. ol dats in my mind was oni to forget him. but have i tink of a way ? NO ! i haven. im sucha fool. i noe i still love him. bo, wads dere to forget e one i love most ?? ive told him dat i love him inspired to do my bet in evritink. i even told him dat my love for him is gonna be forever. so isit now ? c'mon eeza ! dunch do things dat u noe u cant do ! dere's no use ! u're juz expressing, not doin or even tryin ! yeah, tell u wad, lets sort things out. plus and minus .. why did i wanna forget him ? juz bcos his out of skool and wont be comin back ? juz bcos he'll not meant for me ? huh ?? i noe. its tough to forget the 9mths 18days. but, ive made mistakes while being in love wif him. i got drfted away in lyf. i neglected my studies, i got bad-tempered and i even hurt his feelings. yeah, dats my mistake. i cant turn bck tym juz bcos i wanna mend things up. its too late to realise now. juz too late .. well, i spend my days crying. wads e use now ? he's angry and he's gone by now. ol dats left for me is juz memories wich are actuali tering myself apart. why ? why did u troubled myself ? nobody cares now. its my call. wadeva i do now, its juz him in my mind. and dere's even no use to regret for not havin a chance to see e laz of him. too late.
he's difrnt now. we dunch chat nowadays. i dunno wads gotten into him. one qn, and a ans frm him. wads more to explain ? no use. im now hurtin myself. he's not affected, is he ? i looked at my e clock, seeing e tym passin by. i looked at my fone, waiting for a call frm u. i looked bck into e memories, and dey're juz tearing me apart. and now ol i've gotta say is juz "sorry" and "im gonna miss you". i wish i could receive a fone call frm even, even once. i noe dat wont happe. neva. is it gonna happen.wad if he's reading dis ? i wish he'll understands. but deres a way isnt dere ? but was is it ?
i'm sori -
eeza -

2005-10-11T15:34:00.000-07:00

well .. im back. spent my 1 whole wk at hosp. tnx to my god sis, ikah & lina and my classmates, shikin, ada and izza for visiting me. i din` expect `em dere but it was totally fun to have `em. heheks. so sori, im tired cos juz came home so i can onli type out dis much. will blog again nx tym.eeza-

2005-10-04T17:45:00.000-07:00

2 days mc .. i start to miss skool. i miss my fwens, esp, julia. she's my closest fwen man ! haha. miss her lots .. well, sore eye is wad im suffering from till i cant sit for my exam wich was ytd. sheesh ~ .. dammit arr ! each day when i din` attend school, julia will sms me .. haiz .. lols .. yeah ! dats wad fwens are for yeah ? khehehe .. english exam had passed by, i missed e phototaking. dammit ! nvm nvm ..maybe sore eye happened cos of contact lenses. hmm .. nvm .. damn painful. must endure no matter wad. yeah ! haha. i want to go to skool tmr. i've missed a lot of lessons now. i cant see a single thing through my right eye and my left eye's vision is oredi very bad. haiz ..
den tmr fasting .. how to finish up my medicines ?? nvm nvm .. i miss my papa. he's not with us for the beginning of the fasting month. [:'(] .. haiz .. my granny is sick and so is my mom. me too. guess im getting fever now. but hope not ! cos i wanna go to skool tmr. hahas. and tmr will be my sistas' PSLE .. one wanna go Temasek and e otha wanna go Ngee Ann .. wella, all e beshh den gurls .. =))kk. im done. bye bye ..eeza-~my sistas~

2005-09-30T19:00:00.000-07:00

tdy is suppose to be my happiest day of my life. suppose it is but evritink got spoilt when i came online ...............
well .. first period is PE. we had test on volleyball. i got 3 points. quite good but i noe i can do better but i dunno wad had happened to me juz now. i was sick. yeah i am. i juz kept quite cos i dunch want my fwen to notice. we did servin and such till my hand turned red and feel cold as though no blood was passin through. haha. its okay after a while. geog's next. had fun but got stressed up. we are racin against time. yes we are ! imagine, 6 chapts in another 2 days. wtf ! wad abt e rest of our hws den ? our revision ? huh ?? sigh .. i hope i'll pass dis monday's paper. its english. i pray hard it'll be easy. can go home early ! yey ! but i'm not so happy though. still have lotsa revisions to do in such little time. somehow, i shud start NOW ! recess dat sec 2 aini came to talk to julia. haiz .. wad again uh ? dey made mistakes but refused to admit, instead, put e blames on us. increase more of our burden. okok. i dunch wish to talk abt `em in MY blog. we hvta assemble at parade square after recess. UNFORTUNATELY, we were under e sun and my class was e last to go off. wad sehh like dis ?! nvm .. MT ?? i walked slowly to MT class. hey ! i hate dat lesson ok ! i hate malay languange. dats why my malay sucks. haha. nvm nvm .. reached outside class, i walk slower and tcher, inside started to babbling abt how slow i walked. ish ! tired wad, cher. wad not ? i have to climb up e stairs as though i was hiking up e Himalayan ! i'm exaggerating as usual. haha ! too bad for those hu wants to blive. tcher gave other ppl's ws for us to mark. den gave ws to be done. i was too lazy to complete it so i oni do e first page and e first 3 qns on e scnd page. instead of doin my own work, i took rafie's ws and did it for him. i spent my whole 2 periods of mother tongue tokin and tokin to rafie hu is actuali sitting bhind me. we tokd rubbish actuali. when we saw tcher comin, we pretended to ask tcher for meaning of words. hahaaa .. rafie did his english hw wich wasnt completed and i was dere staring at him or sleepin. sounds dat e class is borin yeah ? hehes. evribody was din their own thgs. irwan was listening to his mp3. wow .. amazing ! and tcher was not to be bothered to walk arnd to check his pupils work. haiz .. kk. after MT is english. we were to be divided into grps of 4 of tcher's choice. well .. im wif izzati, michelle and xue li. yeah. we are owes together. did summary wich were suppose of combination of 4 differrent works but instead, it was frm mine and izzati's since michelle and xue li hadnt completed their's. we spent e whole one hr doin e same thg. wahh ! haha .. xue li and me did not pay attention while tcher was goin through other ppl's work and oso our's. we talk abt where will we be hangin arnd at after skool. dats our duty. after dismissed, we went to CS, yellow, and xue got her ears pierced. dunch ask abt me. i was forced to ok. haha. xue li xue li .. i love her. she was so scared when it was her turn to be pierced. all i said to her was 'I love you' . her reply was 'I love you too' . haha. dat sounded really sweet. we got all our ears done. shucks ! it hurts yeah. haha. after dat, we decided to go home. went our separate ways and i started to look forward to meetin xue on mon. haha. well .. as usual thing i've done evriday .. i went online. i was sad cos hes angry wif me. i dunno why. dunch dare to chat wif him .. not dat i wanna hate him but .. hes not bein reasonable. nvm .. so i offline and went out. reached home online again but he's not. hrmsh .. its okay wif me .. well .. tink i'm done for tdy's story-tellin. i'll sure blog again when i am in e mood to. kk. bye bye ..eeza-

2005-09-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

well .. e name is "stain of love" .. yeah ! it is .. lolss. wondering wad im tokink abt ?? dunch ask. khehehe .. diana and myself had decided on it. haha. nice name rite ?? yeah .. see la hu make one .. me !! muahaha .. leks. jkjk.juz now we all had SPA. quite simple ah but we hv to repeat on doink e same thg. izzati did not come on e trial day so she had to follow e same thg i was doink. luckily i dinch do e wrg thg. if not, i'll be sori if she fails. haiz .. okok. juz now so funny sia. i went home wif my bud, julia. went to 7 11 buy drinks den wait for bus .. in bus, we sat at e front den wen we saw dat no ppl sittin at e bck sit, we shifted our place dere. after i had settled down, i put e bottle of drink on my lap. den i took my hp to sms my godsis. suddenly, i felt my lap was wet. at ferst i juz kept quiet, tinkink it was oni my imagination. guess wad .. e water spilt on my skirt ! shucks ! if its mineral water, i wudent hv mind but its Vanilla Coke okay ! haix .. so shameful. den i threw my hp on my bag and my wallet too to stand up. wen i stood up, julia laugh at me, sayin dat i was shishi-ing. wtf ! she said it quite loud so maybe some ppl may hv overheard. water dripped frm my skirt, leavin marks behind. haiz .. i told julia i cant go home wif her. i wanna alight at my stop, not as usual co was so embarrassed. i alighted e bus, placing my bag at e front of my body juz to cover my skirt. hahas. =) .. den i quickly walked home, took off my skirt, washed it under a runnin tap, and hang it sumwhere. i reli cant blive dis actuali happened to me .. haha ! **_dose hu are reading abt my day here, please dunch make me more embarrass, esp in skool. haha.. =(thank you and bye bye.eeza-

2005-09-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

yey ! im veri happy ! my dad bought me anotha 2 pairs of contact lenses. lols. kiasu .. 2 pairs sehh. hehes. nvm. my dad chose e blue. hehes. cute ah him ! he noes my fav colour. lols. im not e first timer bt e one hu sold me dat contact lenses still wanna teach me how tp wear. hahas. nvm lorr. he started e convo. i've waited for days bt tdy was e day. nvm. at least he did. lols. i miss him. yea ! very much. lalalalalala .. okok. no more jiwang2 here ! he asked me when is my eoy n whether i had studied for it onot . lolss. he said it'll be wasted if i go to NA . he's sucha carink person. dats y i lurbb him ! lols. tmr skoolink can c him ! khekhekhe ..eeza-

2005-09-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

im sleepy but can still blog. neminds. dis is for DIANA. specially for her. guess wad ! im happy for diana ! she did it ! she didnt make any mistake when performin juz now. yey !! she dances gracefully. can imagine yea ? hahas. sooo suhweet ! lols. a bit nervous oni. dats ok. so many ppl was dere. hahas. still, its ok. hehes. diana, suddenly ur clothes not tight seh. a MIRACLE had happened ! lols. maybe bcos of ur nervousness ah, den tros kecot. heex. wad seh. u had ur bad hair day TDY. dif to make ur bun ? hahas. i noe u r actuali werid of wads gonns happen. luckily it was totally a miracle, not a disaster ! scared paisey again n hopink dat it will not happen like wad had happened durink tcher's day. memalukan ! luckily it was sratos pratos PERFECT. khekhe. sry dat i had 4gottn to wish u gd luck. but luckily gd luck sided u tdy. lols.
im happy too. cos my parents lemme buy anotha contact lenses after i lost e one i had juz bought. hehes.
eeza-